| Im not your star
isnt that what you said?
im extremely bored. horseback riding tomorrow!!! im so excited!!! i hope i dont fall again... so jor's pissed at me. idk why, i just was telling her the truth. people do give a fuck about her, because shes amazing. i fucking love her, but shes too blind to see that. whatever. im a fuckup. and i need to live with it.
<3 go die. |
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| i guess im in a bad mood. alicias been pissing me off. idk who can blame her?
why do people change? why cant everyone stay the fucking same? jordan and me used to be so close. we used to talk. she used to care about her friends. now she gets a new best friend every 30 seconds. and she forgets the old ones. shes not like she used to. amanda moved. she left me. ands he doesnt even want to come back. lianna seems like she wants so slit my fucking throat every time we go swimming. hannah glares at me when we go to math. lauren just gets mad because im not as smart as her. i dont talk to any of the people i used to be really close with. i hate change. everyone should stay the same. |
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| so. today was really boring. i made cody a livejournal. its hot. really. idk. i made a new layout for mine. it took like 2 hours. it kept messing up. today was very uneventful.so i wont write about it.
(dan wasnt here.)
x. shay |
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| lianna is the tinkinatorrrri am the monsterrr we are totally cooler than you
so whats im really bored. i finally figured out this damn thing. i need to put a user picture thing. i cant choose! i really dont want to go back to school tomorrow. im bored as fuck at home though. i called alicia. she was going on a walk. i hate english. i think i am going to murder mr. hayes. anyone with me? blahblahblah. im bored.
x. shay
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| ive decided to start writing in this.although livejournal is so much better
EL JAY |
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